my first post
Thursday, April 21st, 2005Ok, so I’m bad with computers. N it took me pretty long just to get this typed. coz the internet service’s slow. n im slow. 
my chimui nic lost his mp3 thumbdrive dat cost 380 bucks at the cyber cafe we’re stil sitting in. n my car’s at the wash. okie. those 2 matters don’t link. just updating myself wif wut’s been happening in my life. i guez i do feel bad for nic. n i dun think he’l ever come back 2 dis cc wif me. * sigh oh well..
i met dis pretty interesting person, who’s very much like me. but she’s not dat great in real life. so i decided not to add her in2 my circle of life. kinda sad. but oh well.. dat’s life.
hmm.. i realized one thing 2day. i dun talk seriously bout my life at all. sure i blab n gossip n talk n discuss stuff. but i havent been thinking bout my life at all. seriously, dat is. nic says i write too much stuff on my pc. things i can share wif others, so i shud create a blog. n here’s my blog. but i dun reli expect ppl 2 read it or anything. who knows? someone mite?
im xcited bout my sister’s wedding. may 7th. goin bk 2 kch on may 3rd wif rick. reli cant wait. but den again, wen i think bout all da things i haf 2 do wen i go home, i get a bit lazy n i dun reli like to think bout it. im even thinking bout da hassle i haf 2 go thru 2 luk gud for the wedding. make up, dressing up. hmm.. heels.. whole day wif heels. hmmm.. but i think il survive.
at times i do wonder whether il end up getting married or not. i guez not. not in the traditional marriage kind. maybe a legal contract binding me n rick. maybe. i dunno.
im too lazy to think wut 2 write. so i guez dat’s it for now. im not in2 da soul searching stuff 2day
oh yeah, i also just realized.. dat there r so many ppl out der in my life. but who reli fits in? who do i feel comfortable wif? m i me? m i pretending? m i trying 2 b some1 im not? who m i? il go think bout it n maybe il write bout dat one day.
